got to know about her death from a common friend one year after she was gone.......it shud have felt shocking to me for sure as we studied for three years together...took exams in the same hall....enjoyed at farewell parties of our seniors in our department.....did mass bunks innumerable times......but despite so much of 'sharings', i just cudnt react the way i wanted to when i got to know about her demise....may be somewhere i just cudnt believe that she didnt exist anymore.....i came back home....kept thinking about it nd then suddenly burst into tears......dunno why i did so as she wasnt one of my closest friemds or something but just was a nice personality to be around with....i must say she was beautiful.....and was most of the times 'balanced'....in the sense that she hardly over- reacted....had the power of taking everything smoothly....but the first time i noticed her betting 'really happy' was when there were heavy rains....we were in the college at that time..all happy but the day- scholars who lived far from the college more worried about how to reach home.....and the next thing we see is Ashima, all drenched and dancing on the terrace.....
that sent everybody to grab their share of hopping and enjoying the monsoon rains to the fulllest..........
post the completion of graduation, people went for their master degrees...in different fields...she chose to remain in the science stream and decided to move to hyderabad for further studies.....but met with an accident there and was finished.....
often i thot of going to her place and paying my condolences but just cudnt gather the courage to do so......